“My Beloved Daughter” – HHM, CH3 – Part 1

He Healed Me
"My Beloved Daughter"

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Dear Beloved Daughter,

It is not by chance that you are holding this book in your hands; it is by Divine Providence. God has heard your cry for help, as He did mine, and He has come to help and bless you. The following pages will guide you as He guided me when others said that the atrocities done to children were impossible to heal.

What He asked me to do was not easy to restore many areas of my life, nor will this be easy for you. But if you want a miracle in your life, it can happen. If you want a testimony to share with others on the faithfulness of God, it will happen. If you really want God to restore your childhood and ALL the many relationships that have been destroyed due to what's happened to you that appear hopeless, read on. Only God can restore your childhood, your health, and your relationships, as I watched Him do countless times.

The Bible says, “The eyes of the Lord move to and fro throughout the earth that He may strongly support those whose heart is completely His” (2 Chron. 16:9). He has been looking for the opportunity to help you. Are you ready to let go of everything else and TRUST only Him?

To complete the race, you will need zealous obedience. You must “enter through the narrow gate; for the gate is wide and the way is broad, leading to destruction, and many enter through it. For the gate is small and the way is narrow, leading to life, and few find it” (Matt. 7:13–14). Whether to look for and follow His narrow way now or turn back is your choice.

This is the time to choose. “I call heaven and earth to witness against you today that I have set before you life and death, the blessing and the curse. So choose life so that you may live, you and your descendants, by loving the Lord your God, by obeying His voice, and by holding fast to Him; for this is your life and the length of your days . . .”  (Deut. 30:19–20). Will you choose His blessings by seeking Him as the loving Father and Protector He can be to you?

Whether you need help in your relationships, in your marriage, with your children, your parents, your in-laws, your boss, and/or your siblings—God is about to restore them one by one to you! You don't need to do it. Instead, "You need not fight in this battle; station yourselves, stand and see the salvation of the Lord on your behalf . . . Do not fear or be dismayed . . . the Lord is with you” (2 Chronicles 20:17). “Do not fear! Stand by and see the salvation of the Lord, which He will [begin to] accomplish for you today..." (Exodus 14:13-14).

I pray blessings upon each of you seeking God alone for healing and hope. I hope we will meet to rejoice together someday because there will be no more tears or sorrow in your life.

Dearest beloved daughter of His, God can restore the joy you've been robbed of and mend each of the relationships that mean so much to you that have been damaged—you have His Word on it. “‘Truly I say to you, if you have faith, and do not doubt, you shall not only do what was done . . . but even if you say to this mountain, “Be taken up and cast into the sea,” it shall happen’” (Matt. 21:21).

Since you are reading this book, I must assume that you have suffered childhood trauma due to one or more evil agents the enemy used to destroy your life and future. No matter what has transpired thus far, you must believe that “all things work together for good to those who love God and are called according to His purpose” (see Rom. 8:28). This is one of the most powerful promises that you must believe and embrace—no matter that it's happened before. It's time for your life to change; you must allow your Father to protect you.

As you and I surrender our lives, surrender our loved ones to Him, surrender our assailants, surrender our forgiveness (or lack of), and then surrender all to His purpose, then things will begin to work together for good—I have finally understood that this is the “abundant life” that He died to give you! “I came that they might have life, and might have it abundantly” (John 10:10). As you go through each of your personal trials that may or may not stem from your past trauma, if you really want things to work out for good, you must first love God and really want His purpose for your life (see Rom. 8:28)—letting go of your plan as your ultimate goal. Are you ready to trust Him?

Right now, His purpose is for you to draw closer to the Lord, a warrior, and to take Him as your new Best Friend, Lover, Father, and in every way you need Him. Just by being close to Him, talking to Him, crying with Him holding you—you are allowing Him to transform you more closely into His image. And take courage, for God has said, He has promised, “I will never leave you, nor forsake you” (Heb. 13:5). God has not left your side, no matter how alone you feel or have felt, “Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for Thou art with me” (Ps. 23:4 KJV).

I’m sure that the “valley of the shadow of death” has to describe how you feel about your life right now and certainly in the past, but I promise you, God has allowed this for your good. You must believe this truth and look for every bit of good that is happening right now in the midst of your trials. How can God possibly use this for good? In the very same way, during the very first journey, I took being abandoned with four small children. Out of that valley, I not only came out of it with a ministry (the same for most of you reading this book), but I also met the Man of my dreams and, at some point—began to live life as His Princess, His bride.

 Meditate on what He showed you in part 1 of chapter 3,
then pour your heart out in your Journal,
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