13 thoughts on “HHM C5 “He Turns Your Heart””

1. Having our hearts turned, is part of the healing experience. I have never really sat and thought about it, but reading this chapter and looking back over the past few months, I can see how that is very true. I am experiencing it in my own life at the moment and that is why I am sure my Husband had me read this chapter at exactly this moment.

   The lesson ended with “The Lord turns the heart wherever He wishes!” and that sentence gave me so much comfort, knowing that my heart is in His hands and not my own. It gives me pleasure to know that my heart is safe with Him and that I can just trust that wherever He turns it, is for my good as well as the people I love so dearly.

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2. I also experienced how my heart was turned away over the course of my journey and the more my heart healed, the more it turned away. Previously my heart would become hardened and turned away, but this was never a good thing because it involved unforgiveness, bitterness and building walls around a hardened heart. But now when my heart turns away, it remains a heart a flesh because He also helps me to forgive and heal in the process.

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3. Nice reflections, i especially enjoyed these: “Yet, what is more than unnerving, while downright scary, terrifying actually for me often to not battle against and try to reason away—what happens when the Lord turns our hearts away from the very relationship we long to restore?” and “Does that mean our will is also not important?”

   In my case, it´s the opposite: i have been asking my Husband to turn my heart away from my eh, because i still live with him and it´s not nice to see what is going on (despite the fact that He is blessing me and my daughters so much!) But i long to really let go and simply not be moved at all , not a bit, by what my eh does in front of us.

   But for some reason He is not doing this… i know you will say that i have not enough of Him, that i need more of Him… yes, probably… but it´s been a long time asking for Him to remove my heart from my eh, and He has done other things in my heart and not yet this.

   So reading this lesson, i wonder: could it be His will that i still care for my eh as a wife and He doesn’t want me to become even less than a flatmate?

   On the other hand, when my marital crisis was building up, i did feel so apart from my eh. I simply did not love him anymore. I couldn’t care less for him, so i know how it feels. And, funny enough, knowing that this was not right, i once prayed to Him and asked Him to put back love for him in my heart. This prayer was answered 3 months later, when He not only put back this love, but it was a much more genuine and mature love that started to understand how poorly i had loved him before, and it also came with a vision of what He wanted marital love to be like.

   Ever since, this love hasn´t been removed from my heart. It is still there and I tell you, i pray for this almost every day so that i can simply be a nice flatmate and not feel like the spouse who, despite being held in His arms, still suffers when she sees certain things day after day.

   So could it be his will? I had already thought about this a few weeks ago, that maybe it’s not just me not letting go, its Him choosing to keep this love in my heart and, why not?

   This chapter just opened my eyes. Maybe He needs me to go through all this as a spouse and not a mere flatmate; with the love of a spouse and not the love we have for any other person, such as a brother, a cousin, etc.

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4. I experienced how he had change my heart a few time troughs my journey and through this few months.At time’s I didn’t understand it. It has help me troughs the healing process and to bring me closer to Him. I also feel it this week and I don’t yet understand everything but I now He know way and He is using it to bring everything together for His plans and testimony .

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5. Wow wow wow it is unbelievable how my Darling Lord is talking to me through these Chapters this last past weeks!
   After having a restored marriage, my husband still kept on leaving and coming back (going back and forth between me and the world’s choices). And every time he would come back he would say the Lord told him if he ever did it again, it would be over and the last time he came back he said the Lord said it is the very last time, but still he did it again and left. And that’s when I now know the Lord turned my heart and reading this part the previous day out of Living the Abundant Life, Chapter 3: “Frantic and Desperate – https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew%205%3A43-44&version=NIV

   “There are countless women today, and the numbers are growing, who are more than willing to suffer like this, giving more, turning the other cheek again and again and again. But sadly their motivation is entirely different than what I’m talking about here in this chapter. The horribly damaged woman of today puts herself in a whirlwind of pain, giving over and over and over, more than is asked, hoping that by doing so she will gain the love she is frantic and desperate for! Some dear women are so used to living this way that she seems to be drawn to this same sort of man, again and again and again.

   You may not care enough to stop this cycle for your own sake, but will you stop to ponder long enough to stop this vicious cycle for the sake of your daughter, or your sister, or your niece or coworker, aunt or cousin? Until we are willing and brave enough to break free and find the Love that can move the highest mountains of pain and hurt and humiliation and emotional scars, we have no hope to offer anyone. Please don’t keep reading this chapter until you first stop to really grasp how important it is for you to learn to live this way. And then being willing to offer this hope, by sharing your own failures and hurts, so when the next woman in pain and fear who is frantic for love comes along, she then learns the truth. Help her to finally learn the depths of His love for her and what that would mean to her life.”

   this Chapter confirmed that my Darling turned my heart to break the cycle, yes to heal me and have my whole heart 💓.

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6. J’avoue que j’ai été rebelle, j’ai échoué à tant de tests parce que j’ai laissé parler mes émotions me diriger. Et puis le mois dernier face à une attaque soudaine, un silence dans mon âme s’est imposé et j’ai su qu’IL avait tourner mon cœur.
   En l’espace de quelque jours tout ce qui étaient des montagnes dans ma vie se sont déplacées et une douce paix est entrée en moi. Il m’a emmené sur cette page et les cours et Sa Parole me guérisse lentement mais sûrement, je ne suis plus pressée d’avoir la restauration.
   Il a tout pris en main et je le laisse faire, je me laisse portée comme un bébé. Après avoir prié et suppliée pour que mes pensées se tournent vers Lui, Il m’a répondu et Il l’a fait. Cette semaine je pense plus à Lui, je pense aux surprises qu’IL me réserve pour la journée que je ne pense à mon conjoint, en fait je ne sais pas si je suis encore mariée. Laisser Dieu s’occuper de moi est ce qui pouvait m’arriver de mieux. Je suis tellement contente de savoir que j’ai plein de notions et de promesse à découvrir avec Mon Seigneur et de belles expériences à vivre avec Lui que je me mets à rire toute seule et les enfants me demandent si je vais bien 🙂
   Je suis en paix maintenant que j’ai compris qu’Il tourne mon cœur pour me guérir et que je ne dois pas être triste quand Il éloigne quelqu’un de mon chemin.💖

   I admit that I was rebellious, I failed so many tests because I let my emotions rule me. And then last month, faced with a sudden attack, a silence in my soul took over and I knew that HE had turned my heart.
   In the space of a few days all the mountains in my life moved and a sweet peace came into me. He has taken me to this page and the classes and His Word is slowly but surely healing me, I am no longer in a hurry to have restoration.
   He took everything in hand and I let him do it, I let myself be carried like a baby. After praying and begging for my thoughts to turn to Him, He answered me and He did. This week I think more about Him, I think about the surprises HE has in store for me for the day than I think about my partner, in fact I don’t know if I’m still married. Letting God take care of me is the best thing that could have happened to me. I am so happy to know that I have lots of ideas and promises to discover with My Lord and beautiful experiences to live with Him that I start laughing to myself and the children ask me if I am okay 🙂
   I am at peace now that I understand that He turns my heart to heal me and that I don’t have to be sad when He moves someone out of my way.💖

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7. Shalom shalom,
   Mes Bien-aimés et me voici qui vient avec mon partage avant de remplir le journal de bord.
   Un soir, je me reveille agité et je me suis rendue compte que je ne ressentais plus rien pour mon EH que de l’amitié et je ne pris plus pour lui ni meme des jeûnes je ne sais plus quoi dire a Dieu pour lui. Je me dis est ce de l’amertume ou le non pardon mais non ce n’est pas ca. Je voulais qu’il s”en aille car je vis avec un colocataire comme tu le dis Mira. Et quand il est pas la mes pensées me ramène avec lui et l’AF. je me dis qu’en 20ans est ce que je l’ai vraiment aimé. Je fonds en larme ne comprenant pas ce qui m’arrive je cris a Dieu je disais Seigneur donne moi cette amour du chapitre 1 Corinthiens 13. 8
   L’amour excuse tout.
   J’appelle une soeur en Christ elle me dit tu as aimé ton mari pendant 20ans c’est un mensonge de croire que tu ne l’as pas aimé mais laisse le Saint-Esprit te montré le vrai amour tu es en cours de guerison.
   Aujourd’hui en lisant ce Chapître a nouveau je me rends compte que Dieu a tourné mon coeur a mainte reprise je ne souhaitais pas etre mechante mais je me rends comlte que je réponds a ses questions par le strict necessaire je ne fais plus de long discours.
   Mais une chose que je demande a mon Époux celeste… Tu es la avec pour toutes celles qui est en colocataire tu vois nos pensées nous luttons pour ne plus pensés a nos EH et l’AF. C’est la bataille de l’esprit. Tu as tourné nos coeurs pour que nous soyons toute entier a toi. Tu dis Seigneur c’est ta parole

   Martin Bible
   Détruisant les conseils, et toute hauteur qui s’élève contre la connaissance de Dieu, et amenant toute pensée prisonnière à l’obéissance de Christ ;

   Sage MTA🇲🇺

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   Shalom shalom,
   My Beloveds and here I come with my sharing before filling out the logbook.
   One evening, I woke up agitated and I realized that I no longer felt anything for my EH other than friendship and I no longer took for him or even fasts. I no longer knew what to say to God for him. I say to myself is this bitterness or unforgiveness but no it’s not that. I wanted him to go away because I live with a roommate as you say Mira. And when he is not there my thoughts take me back to him and the AF. I tell myself that in 20 years do I I really loved I burst into tears not understanding what was happening to me I cried out to God I said Lord give me this love from chapter 1 Corinthians 13. 8.
   Love excuses everything.
   I call a sister in Christ she tells me you loved your husband for 20 years it’s a lie to believe you didn’t love him but let the Holy Spirit show you true love you are being healed.
   Today, reading this Chapter again, I realize that God has turned my heart on many occasions. I did not want to be mean, but I realize that I answer his questions with what is strictly necessary. I no longer give long speeches. .
   But one thing I ask of my celestial Spouse… You are there for all those who are roommates you see our thoughts we fight to no longer think about our EH and the AF. It’s the battle of the mind. You have turned our hearts so that we are entirely yours. You say Lord it is your word

   Martin Bible
   Destroying counsels, and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing every captive thought to the obedience of Christ;

   Wise MTA🇲🇺

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8. Durante mucho tiempo supe que mi amado me había apartado por alguna razón, la cual principalmente pensé que era la única forma de voltear al Señor y seguir por el camino que me marcará, pero obviamente cometí muchos errores. Hubo una época donde no sentía nada por el ET me era indiferente y ore a mi amado para que si era su voluntad volviera el amor hacia mi ET, y lo hizo y hasta hoy sigue ese amor diferente a como era antes, ese amor que viene de Dios, luego llegué a no soportar ni verlo por cosas que pasaron, ore para dejar todo en manos de mi amado y le pedí muchísimas veces que me ayude a verlo como él lo ve, amarlo como él lo ama y a perdonarlo como él lo hace y como me perdono a mi, es algo que va cambiando cada día y con cada prueba superada, se vuelve un amor más bonito, así como Dios me ama.
   Por otro lado me impacto eso donde dice la autora que es mejor que nuestros seres queridos estén lejos porque en medio de estos ataques de la guerra espiritual, pueden salir heridos por la cercanía con nosotros y es cierto, hace poco conversaba con una hermana y ella en shock por los ataques espirituales, que ya no hay solución y fui firme al decir que NO, reconocer eso es decir que Dios no puede y su palabra dice que para Dios no hay imposibles! 🙏🏻💓
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   For a long time I knew that my Loved One had turned me away for some reason, which I mainly thought was the only way to turn to the Lord and continue on the path He would show me, but obviously I made many mistakes. There was a time when I did not feel anything for the EH, I was indifferent and I prayed to my loved one so that if it was his will, love would return towards my EH, and he did and to this day that love continues different from how it was before, that love that comes of God, then I came to the point of not being able to stand or see him because of things that happened, I prayed to leave everything in the hands of my beloved and I asked him many times to help me see him as he sees him, love him as he loves him and to forgive him as he does And since I forgive myself, it is something that changes every day and with each test overcome, it becomes a more beautiful love, just as God loves me.
   On the other hand, I was struck by what the author says that it is better for our loved ones to be far away because in the midst of these attacks of spiritual warfare, they can be hurt by being close to us and it is true, recently I was talking with a sister and she shocked by the spiritual attacks, that there is no longer a solution and I was firm in saying NO, recognizing that is saying that God cannot and his word says that for God there are no impossible things! 🙏🏻💓

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9. Si Él convierte nuestro corazón y lo vuelve hacia Él para sanarnos, es su medida de protección tanto alejar a personas de nuestro lado como volver nuestro corazón hacia Él, es su manera de protegernos del dolor, de la humillación, del rechazo del círculo vicioso de querer y anhelar el amor de un hombre. El Amor cambia, El lo transforma, Él arranca de nuestro corazón el amor humano y los anhelos y pone la semilla de su Amor en nuestro corazón para que aprendamos a Amar con Él lo hace, incondicionalmente y sin esperar nada a cambio muriendo a nuestro yo.
   Janine Gracias por tu comentario:
   “Hoy en día hay innumerables mujeres, y el número va en aumento, que están más que dispuestas a sufrir así, a dar más, a poner la otra mejilla una y otra vez. Pero, lamentablemente, su motivación es completamente diferente de lo que estoy hablando aquí en este capítulo. La mujer horriblemente dañada de hoy se coloca en un torbellino de dolor, dando una y otra vez, más de lo que se le pide, con la esperanza de que al hacerlo obtendrá el amor que está frenética y desesperada.
   Gracias por cada lección que comparten para acercarnos más a Nuestro Esposo.
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   If He converts our heart and turns it towards Him to heal us, it is His measure of protection to both push people away from us and turn our hearts towards Him, it is His way of protecting us from pain, humiliation, rejection of the vicious circle of wanting and longing for the love of a man. Love changes, He transforms it, He rips human love and desires from our hearts and places the seed of His Love in our hearts so that we learn to Love with Him He does it, unconditionally and without expecting anything in return, dying to our self. .
   Janine Thank you for your comment:
   “Today there are countless women, and the number is increasing, who are more than willing to suffer like this, to give more, to turn the other cheek again and again. But unfortunately, their motivation is completely different from what I’m talking about here in this chapter. Today’s horribly damaged woman is placed in a whirlwind of pain, giving again and again, more than is asked of her, in the hope that by doing so she will obtain the love she is frantic and desperate for.
   Thank you for every lesson you share to bring us closer to Our Husband.

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   1. Dear precious Esperanza Jahleel I quoted it out of the book: Living the Abundant Life, Chapter 3: “Frantic and Desperate – https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew%205%3A43-44&version=NIV
      And isn’t our Darling Lord just so wonderful, for years I have been looking for answers and He just gives the right lessons at the right time. I just love what our Darling Lord does!!!

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   2. powerful and convicting thank you. It’s so easy to cross that line if we aren’t intentionally doing it for our HH!

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10. Just yesterday I was so frustrated with myself for caring about a particular person and being sad that they ghosted me. Forgetting the principles that I’ve learned! That even my own heart I cannot turn and that the heart of this person is in His hands too!!
    When I forget this it’s so easy to think terrible things! But they are lies and our Love has everything in control this is all his perfect plan and to praise Him that even my heart is feeling like that so I can run into His arms!

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11. “See, it is I who created the blacksmith who fans the coals into flame and forges a weapon fit for its work. And it is I who have created the destroyer to wreak havoc” Isaiah 54:16

    I am impressed that my Beloved as a Potter knows exactly what tool he needs to give us the shape he wants according to the use it requires, in some cases he needs a file, in others a hammer, in others an embosser… etc. Only He knows how hard our hearts are (like those involved in our lives) and what that heart needs to be broken to the point where we seek to depend completely on HIM.

    I have realized that many times HE uses our fears and puts us in front of them so that we voluntarily approach HIM, personally I feared going through marital infidelity (well, no one wants to, but some of us fear or think about it more than others). Looking back on my restoration journey with my Beloved, I realized that every trial I went through was just what I needed to break my fears and idols, and likewise, HE has known how to deal with those around me to put them in position He needed both for my benefit and theirs.

    We do not realize it and we do not understand it, we believe that we know more than HIM what we need but only He knows why, and only HE knows our most intimate thoughts (better than ourselves), to know what tool to use to attract our attention towards HIM. In my case I needed the hard heart of my earthly husband to turn my eyes to HIM, and understand that EVERYTHING I had and received came only from HIM, my source of water of eternal life, of which today I drink and stop thirsting. (or need). I remember this seemed too wonderful to be true, but I can say it is real, the closer I get to my Beloved and the more I fall in love with HIM, the more healing and less need I feel in my life.

    It is simply spending time with HIM that has changed my heart and way of acting and approaching things, which results in a change in the responses and attitudes of others towards me, which translates into better relationships that are gradually restored. , and in case HE hardens my heart towards another person it is perhaps because that person needs it too, or even myself because at the beginning of my journey, my Beloved hardened my heart towards my earthly husband so that I would not forgive his infidelity immediately. He confessed and now I can see that it was more than necessary!

    If it had not been like that, I would not have given myself the time to change everything that needed to change in me, with my attitude HE hardened his heart to change me and teach me to love unconditionally. This has led me to the abundant life that I wanted to live deep down and experience the most wonderful and precious relationship of my life, the one I have with HIM, and of which I can say that it was worth every tear and suffering experienced because HE is worth everything and nothing that lives in the flesh in this world can compare with what HE suffered and gave for me on the cross. If only this is what I must give of myself to lead others to his love, then it is worth doing!!

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