"For your Maker is your husband - the Lord Almighty is His name - the Holy One of Israel is your Redeemer; He is called the God of all the earth." (I545)
"I will betroth you to me forever; I will betroth you in righteousness and justice, in love and compassion. (H219)
Dear Brides, I am prompted to post this praise, encouraging all of you to find the love of your life.
Like you, I've been on this journey for a while and had a hard time finding HH. EH is still living in the house so it's hard for me to not pay attention to what he does. Just 2 days ago, I had a huge meltdown because I found myself getting obsessed again with EH and all the pain has surfaced to bring me much sorrow.
For those of you that are not aware, today is a public holiday in US and it is celebrated and accompanied by fireworks everywhere. When EH brought up the topic to bring the kids to see fireworks yesterday, I honestly was not interested. I had seen a lot of amazing fireworks when I was a child, so nothing really amazed me any more. But we did anyways, heading to meet with his brother and his family. EH asked me to drive so I did. Little did I know until after the firework was over, that the entrance fee was $16.00 per person and it was sold out before we started driving there. His brother asked how we were able to get in and find free parking (close to the entrance so easy to get out considering all the crowds). I was in awe and all that was in my mind was "glory to God". And His glory did not end there.
During the fireworks, I felt him by my side. He was there to comfort me and let me know that he wanted to take me to see the fireworks and help me experience the love of HH. I snuggled with Him and felt so loved. After 2 days of meltdown and not understanding why I was so down, He showed up and that was what I had been praying in those 2 days.
Don't give up trying to find your HH. He will show up and amaze you just like He did for me.
"For your Maker is your husband - the Lord Almighty is His name - the Holy One of Israel is your Redeemer; He is called the God of all the earth." (Isaiah 54:5)
"I will betroth you to me forever; I will betroth you in righteousness and justice, in love and compassion. (Hosea 2:19)
It’s exciting to read these types of testimonies. I love that He was there with you and you could feel His presence.
“You will be a crown of beauty in the hand of the Lord, a king’s crown in the hand of your God. You will no longer be called “Left Alone.” Your land will no longer be called “Forgotten.” But you will be called “My joy is in her,” and your land “Married.” For the Lord finds joy in you, and to Him your land will be married. For as a young man marries a young woman who has never had a man, your sons will marry you. And as the man to be married finds joy in his bride, so your God will find joy in you.”
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Isaiah+62&version=NLV