I Do Not Have to Compete – LoveAtLast.org

♕ Today's Promise: “Fear not, for you will not be put to shame; and do not feel humiliated, for you will not be disgraced; but you will forget the shame of your youth, and the reproach of your widowhood you will remember no more." Isaiah 54: 4

~ Kabura in Kenya

☊ PRAISE Audio

Dear bride,
I want to never forget in my life that only God has what and all I need. I depended on my E.H (earthly husband) on everything especially emotional. I got to a point I never realised it. After what happened, it took me time to realise I was expecting so much from my E.H which was not even fair. Now I can not imagine who I was, that girl was sick, depressed, I was lost. I never want to go back to that person I was. I find it very fulfilling with my HH (Heavenly Husband) that I do not have to compete for His attention or love. He died for me, what else cant He do for me. He is healing me each day, I feel Him. I have confidence what I ask of Him that He has the ability to give me, He has proved to me His integrity, that He is not a man to lie, neither son of man to change His mind, also that He gives me simply because He loves me, not my efforts, yiippieee. I enjoy for real talking to my HH, He is approachable, I do not have to use so many words, He feels and understands even when I do not use words, I am happy to have found out about the Lord as my HH (Heavenly Husband). At first it was so weird but believe me now, I ask Him for everything, even to guide me how to spend my free time.

I forgave my E.H (earthly husband) and the O.W (other woman) and all the friends and family members who acts as if its not wrong and side with them. I forgive, even when memories try to come, I reject them before they get into my heart, when I hear a whisper of any of that or what they are doing or thinking, I reject and talk to my H.H (Heavenly Husband), I tell my heart you have forgiven and that is forgotten so move on with life.

“Fear not, for you will not be put to shame; and do not feel humiliated, for you will not be disgraced; but you will forget the shame of your youth, and the reproach of your widowhood you will remember no more." Isaiah 54: 4

“For your Husband is your Maker, Whose name is the Lord of hosts [Who by the way means He is a warrior]; and your Redeemer [which means He pays any outstanding debt in your life: emotional, mental, spiritual and physical] is the Holy One of Israel, Who is called the God of all the earth." Isaiah 54: 5

I have experienced being put to shame, being humiliated, I have been disgraced and forgotten and all my youth I can say I have been shamed, not just by my EH (earthly husband) but even family and friends. When I read this promise, and that I will remember none of this no more, I literally shout for Joy, I never want to remember all that I have gone through or the marriage I had before.

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