"For the vision is yet for the appointed time; it hastens toward the goal and it will not fail though it tarries, wait for it; f or it will certainly come, it will not delay." (Habakkuk 2:3)
Dear Beloved Brides
I have taken long without journaling and I apologize to my HH (Heavenly Husband). He's been doing amazing things in my life all this time and continues to amaze me. I have been separated from my EH for 5 years now though he came by last year for about 2 months and we were separated again in October 2022. I realized that we were again separated because I hadn't completely let go of him and also mentioned some words that were not of a Gentle and Quiet spirit. I apologized to my HH and begun practicing his principles once again.Then early this year, my EH called me and said that he wanted us to talk about something but I had travelled upcountry and then when I came back,I didn't call him. But he instead called me and we met. He said that he wanted to start a business for me and it required me to shift to a different location. All this came suddenly because I didn't not expect it though I believed that God was working on my marriage. He asked me to look for a house to both stay and work and what immediately came to my mind was that I was going to be a "worker at home". I was very excited at the thought of it. I have my own other business that I have been running and now that he wants to open up this for me, I have to be submissive and obey. I trust my HH that he is going to guide me on how to go about my other business because He loves me and wants the best for me. My EH sent his truck with his workers to help me in moving to the new location last week and my HH blessed me with lovely people to help me load and offload as well as settle in. I could feel his Heavenly love all through the process. After reaching my new location, I called my EH to thank him for the truck and manpower and I have settled in as I wait for the next plan that my HH has for me. It's been 3 days now at my new location and my EH hasn't contacted me nor has he brought the items to sell in the shop but I know that my HH has the best plans for me. My lovely HH has promised to restore my marriage and I am so thankful for this restoration journey because I know what I wouldn't have known if he hadn't separated me from my EH. I love him everyday. In the meantime, I am enjoying my honeymoon with my HH in new house and it's spacious compared to the small room I was in before. Before moving, I was led to fast for 3 days from Thursday to Saturday. And then on Sunday, the enemy wanted to get a hold of my mind by filling it with negative thoughts and reminding me of all the hurt that my EH has caused me but I had to run to my HH for comfort and he gave me his peace that surpasses all understanding. And then the following day on Monday is when my EH called telling me to get ready to shift to this new location.
I am enjoying my time with my HH as I wait for what next He has in store for me.
Dear Eve, it’s heartwarming to know that we can still trust Him when all we see its uncertainty. It took me a long time to understand that He is asking me to stop trusting what I see. Though I memorize the verse “walk by faith not by sight”, it’s until recently that I am finally driven not to “lean on my own understanding”.
Thank you Gioia
I also started by memorizing the words “You’re all I want you’re all I need and it’s for you that I live” whenever I would feel like the enemy wanted to steal my joy. All the days of my life,I will praise him.
Thank you, Eve for sharing how you are keeping your eyes on your HH while you are waiting and enjoying your honeymoon with Him in the midst’s of uncertainty. Like Gioia shared, we must take our eyes of what we can see and our circumstances, and just look at Him, because He’s got this. He is in control and will work all things together for good for those who love Him.
Thank you Adina
Infact your RJ and Custody journey have been very inspirational to me. Everytime I would read a chapter,I would feel his love in your journey and that kept me moving.
Eve, thank you for sharing!! Our flesh is weak, but in Him, we can conquer everything!! These waiting seasons make our hearts focus on he Only One that could give us true rest! If He is not worried why should we? These seasons make us focus on His promises and as Gioia says, on Him!!
This is true Isabella
We don’t have to be worried as long as we know that we are safe with him. With him,we are conquerors