But Seek First His Kingdom

I am really glad I’m not alone. Recently my (HH) and I went on a honeymoon getaway. I’ve been home(my in-law's house) for a while now and I only go out when completely necessary… but recently My HH called me to live freely with him so As I was leaving for the weekend my (EH) sped off with the kids to another women’s house where he spends most of his time. normally he doesn’t show any emotion but he thought I was going on a getaway with another man even though he said he doesn’t want me his reactions said otherwise. If he only knew that the Lord wants a relationship with him too.
When I got to my cabin The name on it was Kristine I looked up the meaning, and It said “follower of Him.” During that 3 day's stay, I was able to unplug and rest but I had this overwhelming feeling about contacting my EH. Normally I wouldn’t contact him, but it was a pull in my heart that led me to do so.

Our conversation went very well (when I came home he was attached to my hip.)Once my weekend trip was over I read the note that the cabin concierge left and it said “we hope this time in the wilderness offered you a chance to unwind” I literally left the wilderness after I followed what GOD called me to do! Less than two weeks later God allowed the other woman to find the messages between my EH (that he said he forgot to erase) and they broke up he confessed and his stuff is now home. (He did not say he wants to get back together but I know what God says)

It’s been at least 3 years of enduring my children spending time with another woman that is officially out of our life. Now This praise is NOT about restoration because I’ve let that go before I went on my trip. It’s about following your HH even when it doesn’t make sense. I’ve was really discouraged because I tried to compare what God has done for others to what he’s doing in my life with my family.
My story doesn’t sound like anyone else’s story what he tells me to do sounds crazy! So I just wanted to let you know this walk is not cookie cutter it’s tailored maid and sometimes you have to let go of the life you want for what your (HH ) wants to give you and be grateful because the journey will ultimately lead your family to Him.