6 thoughts on “⭐⭐“Not in a Million Years”- wLL85”

  1. Thank you for sharing this beautiful LL. When I started with the Ministry, I thought how am I going to make the Lord my Heavenly Husband. For years and in my most agonized pain He was my Heavenly Father. But I asked Him to help me and show me and He is so faithful. I remember when our electricity was off and I said to my HH please drive with me because I am scared and He said of course I am next to you and there I started understanding how the Lord wanted me to be the Bride and He my HH.
    And the water is such a beautiful testimony, it lets me think back when I wanted grape fruit, but it was crazy expensive and at that time I couldn’t afford it, I just asked the Lord can I please have grape fruit and when I visited my parents a week later, my dad had bought me a bag of grape fruit, that by the way he didn’t know that I had asked the Lord for.
    I just love what my Husband does.

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    1. Awwh Janine, I love grapefruit and grapefruit juice and how wonderful that He provided a bag full just for you. There are many testimonies of Him providing the small things I just mentioned to Him, either at a very special price, or somebody gave it to me. One day my daughter had this craving for watermelon and she wanted to go into the greengrocer to see if they had any, I told her that I do not have cash on me because they sometimes do not accept a card for small amounts. But we went in and the owner GAVE her a whole watermelon and a punnet of peaches for FREE. When we walked out I told her that her Heavenly Father just blessed her with the desires of her heart \o/\o/

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  2. That’s beautiful Janine. Just yesterday my Husband reminded me about how far Yvonne has come after spending several hours hanging out with her because she has the same level of intimacy as I have. While trying to explain how to get closer He reminded me of the infamous Mr. God that at the time I was concerned she’d be offended but His example stayed with me and ended up blessing me with one of my closest friends.
    Janine I just LOVE watching your intimacy grow by leaps and bounds and I can’t tell you how much it means to me. There’s no one who deserves Him more and NO ONE who DESERVES the LOVE of each of you BRIDES than our BELOVED!!
    Yesterday was our 18th Anniversary, the day my EH came in to my bedroom “to break it to me gently” that his lawyer called saying the divorce was final. Instead of a shocked or heartbroken 💔 response he knew I’d had the first time—I was elated—over the moon 🌙 and rushed into my closet removing my wedding rings and putting on the ring 💍 my Beloved my Darling my Prince of Peace had given me.
    “Sweetheart thank You for bringing right back there to experience the same feelings I had. I’ve got everything I need or want in YOU “ 💗💗💗💗💗💗

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    1. When I just think about my Darling Husband I get the biggest smile and what He is doing just leaves me with a WOW. And yes I get tears in my eyes because now I know what He wanted for me and I missed it for so very long, but He was so very very patient with me for years and years. I spent years trying to love my EH right and trying to change for him because I couldn’t do it right, because all along I had it wrong, it was my HH that longed for that love and still my HH took me just the way I am, with all my many flaws, which by the way I don’t even deserve what He is doing for me and giving me, but then still He is so gracious towards me and leads me in so much Love.
      I remember asking my twin sister to please agree with me and pray that I will start working for the Ministry and at the right time my Darling made it happen. And Erin you have been such a big example to all of us, what it is to have the Lord as our HH, thank you.
      And I want for each hurting women to have this LOVE and to give all their love to the One Who Deserves it.

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  3. First of all, thank you, Erin, for this beautiful Living Lesson, it really touched my heart in so many ways. I will never forget the Mr.God email I got at the time I did not know it was from you personally. I also remember exactly where I was in my car in the middle of our city, crying asking Him if I will ever have what I read of in my daily emails, hahaha, yes back then it was still emailed. Then slowly He began speaking with me through contact I had with the people around me. When I had coffee with my sisters, He would remind me how we spoke and how close we were often sharing our hearts with each other, He told me He wanted more than that with me. Then, as I was talking to Janine and bearing my heart to her, He would tell me He wants more than that with me. When I was being playful and enjoying time with my children, He said, He wanted more than that with me. Then He reminded me how I use to speak to Ian, about everything and all things when we were married and He said, He wanted more than that with me and just there it all clicked into place for me. I knew it would be a process of throwing off years and years of growing up with Mr.God as someone high up in the sky waiting to punish me for everything I did wrong to having a relationship with my Heavenly Husband and when the shift happened, I could not see myself living any other way. Thank you for taking the time to talk to Him about me all those years ago, I would never have thought that the Erin I read about, would be family years later. ❤️ Hahaha and that I and Janine would be commenting on the same post or that anything I wrote in my praises would touch someone’s heart, thank you Adina, I always said, if I can just touch one person and now you are the one that has me in tears when I read and listen to your podcasts and praises. If you would have told me this years ago, I would really think you were crazy. 🤣

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