Deep searching!

“My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me.” –  John 10:27

 

wLL 39 “Spirit of Confusion”

Hello sweet ladies, today I want to share how our Beloved is making me new! I have been in a series of challenges the last months that have only made me closer to my Beloved Heavenly Husband! While navigating through these huge storms, my Beloved has led me to read these amazing Living Lessons once a week for a deeper understanding of my journey!

I am now more aware of the fact that the truth is, that My Beloved wants to speak to us every day, right where we are. He wants to speak to us about our family, our job, our future, our difficulties, and everything else in our lives. He loves us so much. He wants to talk with us, and if you are willing to enjoy the abundant life He offers, you can hear His voice.

So that is what I am doing! I have been asking Him to reveal all the things that trigger my temper, my "selfish ambitions", my need for control, and the lack of surrendering, I am in deep search of all the nasty stuff in my heart, all the spirits of rebellion, religion, and selfishness that are deep inside of me! It is been hard because I am in the hands of the most perfect potter and still a huge work in process, but I want to let go of all the things that hold me back!

The Lord is breaking me down my dear friends, and it is painful. I am living through a season of shattering. My life, once so reliable, secure, and predictable feels broken and in pieces. All that I have known so well, I no longer recognize. Like a gardener in autumn, My Beloved has cut back things in my life that have overgrown their space, become dormant, or no longer produce healthy growth. Our Heavenly Husband will not scoop up the pieces and throw me away. No! I know that He will soon begin to lovingly restore what has been broken. I am not who I was, and I don’t know who I will be, but praise Him I will soon be on the mend. The Potter is at the wheel, the Artist is standing at the easel. Piece-by-piece, I know that My Beloved will repair what was fractured.
Now I am open to trust in the process and break free from everything that could be holding me back from His love! As I spend time asking Him where He is calling me to make an impact right now, I know that my sphere of influence can look different in different seasons of my lives!
I am in a journey of deep healing to become the best wife, mother, friend I could ever be!

8 thoughts on “Deep searching!”

  1. Thank you, my dear Isabella. We are always on the Potter’s Wheel, and yes it is hard and painful at times, but we need to be pruned and cut back to produce more fruit. But we can find comfort in the fact that our Beloved Potter is so gentle and loving in the process of pruning us and we can trust Him that everything we go through are for a reason and for a season.

    “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=John%2016%3A33&version=NIV

    “Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters,[a] whenever you face trials of many kinds” https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=James%201%3A2&version=NIV

    1. Thank you Isabella for the beautiful words. I love the analogy of us being a vessel in our capable potters hands. He loves us and is surely and definitely making us into something beautiful.

    2. Yes my sweet Rasa, He changes us little by little and gives true healing and a new purpose. We are so deeply love 🌟

    3. Yes my dear, these processes are hard in the flesh but they change us so much and brings us closer to our Beloved and remind us that He is the only One who can truly changes us, inside out❤️

  2. Wow Isabella l relate to soooo much of what you said 😪 l am also on a journey of searching myself, especially like you shared the selfishness, for me its my selfishness in how l spend my time.. Doing what pleases me and the other area for me is self control that l lack… in my eating habits… and many other areas HE is showing me. I appreciate you being so open about your weaknesses and how He shaping you and forming you the potter and He is the driver at the wheel of your life. We never stop going through the process and its so wonderful how lovingly and patiently He shows us the areas that need work and dying to self 🙏🙌

    May He continue to show us and mold us and l know that thru the process we will be blessed thru the changes 🥰❤️🤗

    1. I too have to sit with my Darling and allow Him to show me why I lack self control with my eating habits precious Atarah.
      Lets agree that our Darling is going to show us what needs a change in our lives as well as healing to have control over our eating habits.
      “Again I say to you, if two of you agree on earth about anything they ask, it will be done for them by my Father in heaven.” M18:19 https://biblehub.com/matthew/18-19.htm

      1. Yes 🙌 my dear Janine l am in agreement that He will show us ❤️ its good to know l have another dear sister and bride to agree with me 🙌

  3. Thank you for opening your heart here precious Isabella, it touched me so much! We are really in the best ever hands and isn’t it so wonderful that He wants to talk to us. And He will for sure lovingly restore what has been broken and I know you will come and give a beautiful testimony.
    “And I am certain that God, who began the good work within you, will continue his work until it is finally finished on the day when Christ Jesus returns.” P1:6 https://biblehub.com/philippians/1-6.htm
    And I agree with Atarah we will never stop going through the process, that shows us apart from Him we really can do nothing!
    “I am the vine; you are the branches. If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing.” J15:5

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