Worshipping through tears, surrendering, and being humbled daily has left me yearning for more of my HH After spending some time with him and reading Adina’s Blog post about today’s devotional “At wit’s end” I was encouraged to just do the next thing. I’ve been driving my car without gas for about 2 weeks (a miracle). Ever since my eh moved out, The $$ he used to give me stopped which is fine because my HH never ceases to amaze me with how he provides. I must confess out of fear, I was going to walk to the grocery store to pick up food because I’m responsible for taking my daughter to school Wed-Fri. I didn’t want to run out of gas while she was in the car, but my love told me to take my car to get food. So i did While I was riding down the street my love surprised me with a new bookshelf that was just sitting on the side of the street ( I needed one for my kid’s books) and once i arrived home I just let go of my worry and asked my HH what we were going to make the kids for breakfast, lunch, and dinner this week and IMMEDIATELY he made a way for me to get a notification on my phone allowed me a $25 cash advance through my cash app card. After I made it to the gas station I was able to use a gas reward card and the lady at the register tried to get my 35c off the gallon instead of 10c I’m not sure if it worked but i do know that I HAVE GAS TO TAKE MY DAUGHTER to school and it has been almost 2 months since I reached out to anyone for anything . I have no job and no outside help from anyone including the people in my household just my HH and it feels amazing.
Wow Alisea, thank you so much for sharing how your HH provides. I know it can be stressful when you know your car is running on only fumes and your bank account is just as empty. But He is so faithful to provide if we seek Him only and depend only on Him. When we become single mothers it is easy to fall into the poverty mentality and I would like to encourage you to do the Poverty Mentality course if you haven’t done it yet. https://loveatlast.org/fc/poverty-mentality/
Thank you adina, I’ll check it out!
I loved this praise Alisea, the Lord is really really faithful and His works amaze me. Years ago when my eh didn’t want to give me money and I fasted, the Lord said to me that He wants to provide for me and that I don’t have to rely on my eh for anything and up to this day my HH has been providing for me up to this day and He will keep providing for you and your daughter.
Thank you! ❤️💕
Dear Alisea, reading your PR got me thinking about when we rely on Him SOLEY for what we need, He does wonders to provide. But it requires us to fully let go and surrender, and sometimes that’s hard to do. Thank you for sharing your faith and walking it!
Sooooooo hard ! Letting go and surrendering is the complete opposite of what my life was I was so controlling and needed everything to go my way. The beautiful thing about HH is he let me loose the life i thought i wanted which wasn’t a life at all. Controlling others to get what I thought would make me happy just left everyone unhappy. I’m glad that I can rely on him . I love how he works with me and gracefully teaches me to let go now I can use those same principles to show my family a better through my actions instead of telling them. It’s all a work in progress especially since my kids seen me do things the wrong way first thank you for your encouraging words and please keep me in your prayers and I will do the same.
I would like to encourage you all to listen to our W@H/PM Fellowship Podcast today: https://loveatlast.org/wh-pm-fellowship-podcast/. Our lesson was Poverty Mentality Chapter 2 “What Do You Believe?” https://loveatlast.org/fc/poverty-mentality/chapter-2-what-do-you-believe/, please go and read this lesson \o/\o/